An Inner Call: Trusting the Urge to Fast
It all began when the moon was about to enter my sun sign. I felt a deep, undeniable nudge to fast for five days. It wasn’t a decision I had to rationalize, it felt like a truth I needed to follow. Trusting that inner voice, I committed to the challenge with quiet determination omitting all base passions and low vibe norms.
By the second day, however, my resolve was tested. My partner and I had a small disagreement, but he struggled to let it go. I worked hard to stay calm, holding on to the purpose of my fast despite the emotional strain.
That night, I took to another room, seeking space and quiet. Yet as I lay in bed, peace eluded me. My mind wouldn’t settle, and the darkness around me felt oppressive. Whenever my eyelids became to heavy to remain open, unsettling visions appeared, faces of strangers, bursts of light, and shadowy, monstrous forms. Each image startled me awake, leaving my heart racing.
It was like a waking nightmare. Hours passed in this restless state, and I felt completely drained. Finally, I gave in and returned to our bedroom. Lying quietly next to my sleeping partner, I found some comfort in his presence. I hoped that being near him would finally allow me to rest.
The Void: A Journey to My True Self
As I began to drift off, everything changed. The unsettling images vanished, replaced by an infinite blackness. I felt myself being pulled into a vast void, endless and still, stretching in every direction.
I was no longer tethered to my body. Instead, I was a twinkling spark of light, fully aware and free. In that moment, I felt completely at home, as though I was returning to my true essence. Words like joy, ecstasy, or peace can’t fully describe it, it was beyond anything I had ever known.
In mind, I thought, “How could I have forgotten this? I am them, and they are me.”
Seeing the Whole: A Vision of Unity
As I settled within the void, I saw the vastness of my true self, not as a physical form, but as an infinite, unified conscious mind. My individual spark, though it went away from the center- had never been disconnected. Simply a piece returning to the whole.
I knew all of us, everything in existence. Every spark of light, every individual are fragments of the same infinite self. Together, we form a collective being, one that is boundless, eternal and IS every spark. There is no separation just ONE as many all at once.
In a single instant, I remembered everything. I understood the truth of who I am, who we all are, and the unity that connects us.
The Playful Essence of Existence
In that timeless moment, lifetimes of knowledge and understanding flowed into me. I saw that the infinite self wasn’t something separate, it was me, it was us. There was no division, no hierarchy, no “better” or “worse” parts. Everything was one in that space.
It felt as if our infinite self was joyfully playing, like a child lost in its imagination. Each spark, each individual experience, was part of this creative expression. There was no right or wrong, no good or bad, just the endless exploration of being.
As I observed, the greater self turned its attention toward me. Without words, it acknowledged my spark with a communication I can't bring into words. I understood everything it conveyed, not through speech but through a deep, silent understanding.
Then, I was being pulled back through the void, returning to my body in bed.
Awakening: Honoring the Divine Within All
When I opened my eyes, I felt an unshakable sense of peace, and comfort, tears of joy welled in my eyes. There was a warm feeling of appreciation and bliss that lingered. I turned to my partner and hugged him, silently honoring the divine essence within him, within myself, and within everything.
The Ultimate Truth: A Realization of Unity
That experience was unlike anything I had ever known. It felt more real than life itself, and even now, words fail to capture its depth.
Since that day, I no longer believe, I know. We are many, but we are One. For me every conflict, every seemingly opposing idea, dissolves into this truth.
Science, religion, and ancient teachings, they’ve all been pointing to this same essence within us. I can tell you with absolute certainty: it’s real. But while we’re experiencing this illusion of separation, it remains just out of reach.
When we wake from the dream of being apart, we will remember. We will know.
Truly grateful for ALL experiences.
I thank all selves that provides so abundantly for this self, I am forever grateful for all I'm given. I use what I receive to create value for other selves. Being the best version of this self for the benefit of all selves involved, in harmonic resonance with all of self.
-Unity
Your experience and realisation of universal consciousness is mind blowing. You have good writing style. Keep going.
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